only updating cuz im really bored, and trying to keep xanga alive. winter break's here. not much has happened, but ive been thinking about college and my future, its gonna be hard. Christmas shopping is quite interesting.  im pretty much broke now, all good.  been thinking in my free time lately about life, ive changed a lot over the years, been more open to things yet so private about it. anyways, hope winter break, despite it being only 2 weeks, will be fun. 

Currently Playing Chronic By Dr Dre see related

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im an angry person  im screwed =/...if you havent noticed, thats a door and i punched it rawr

oh and for a recap of my weekend..nothing, played video games for the first time in months. it was fun manhunt is fun. bowling is fun. i hate school. yay hooray. =]

Currently Playing Get Lifted By John Legend, John Legend see related

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*edit* haha new profile pic, i look like a queer, but oh well.. it was taken durin chem, i was wearin thomas' clothing, tryin to look like an intellect

oh shit, havent updated in a while. lets see.. tony's bday was the 11th where the azn crew of royal went to applebees and then on friday went to city walk where me and thomas got TOE KNEE an atreyu sweater =] fun fun.  then yeah, i dont really remember anythin. me and tony worked out together last week =] and then it was me phil and tony on thursday..he got OWNED! yeah, and yesterday was carlos' suprise birthday party, took his ass long enough to get in the house hhaha, and then just chilled all night along with a cake food fight!! haha damn that shit was HECKA fun (thats eastbay, marc). i got my shirt and hat dirty =/ but its all good cuz i wore my "$60 armani shirt" that didnt fit after. yeah, now today is a chill day, cept i gotta type my essay, which i should be doin now. like i said before, schools gettin harder and harder =/

oh and tony made the best song.. a spoof of  Atreyu's "demonalogy and heartache" ..here are the original lyrics
So unaffectionate, so insecure
You claim to know a thing or two about heartache
And what it's like to have your insides torn out
And I believe you
I see it every time your pallbearer's palor is obscured by the darkness
Dancing across your face, and when the blackness veils your eyes in pain
I know what it's like when memories make you wince
And love letters read like obituaries
And photo albums are the books of the dead
I need no reminders, no more reminders
I'll forget the past and lay it to rest

and here are the lyrics to tony's "gymanology and muscleache"

so heavy.. so big.. you claim to know a thing or two bout liftin weights.. and what its like to have your arms sore for two weeks and i believe you.. i see it everytime you struggle with the 10 pound dumbbells... the DUMBELLS.. fallin on your face.. adn when the light veils your muscles in pain i know what its like.. when weights make you wince and llftin wieghts seem like obtituaries.. and benchin is the place for the dead.. i need no more reminders ill forget the gym.. and get some rest...........

blah..inside joke kinda. tony's the gymmaster, dont fuck with him

Currently Playing Straight Ahead By Pennywise see related

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hi ho. schools been fine i guess.. but its still difficult, but i guess its pretty fun. been hangin out with the homies lately, been loads of fun. mostly interface (do i smell eggs? and i cant believe i have 8 wins) and third strike at carlos'. yesterday went to six flags with some of royal's "azn crew." that shit was pretty fun. and seein tits through a white shirt is fun, wet rides arent so fun. rides at night are much better than ones durin the day, feels better for some reason. this week has been hella fun, i enjoyed it a lot. well not much to look foward to these days.. "i just want to grow up."